Alone I Stand

Alone I Stand.
Captured by reality..surrounded by so many, yet alone I stand. In a world, that will turn it's back in an instant, I stand alone, gaining strength and resistance. I come before you as a woman strong, proud, and true. With two babies on my hip, lugging diaper bags, and purses, a laptop, and the latest copy of Cosmo, alone I stand in a room full of millions. I seperate myself, to only keep myself sane. I'm content in my quiet time, where I can reflect on my day. As I lay the babies down to rest, while singing sweet lullabyes...I turn, shut the door, exit the room, to stand alone, and feel every breath, every shutter of pain, but most importantly every sense of JOY I have received from the day. Then, I pray. Praying for forgiveness, and my blessings, and for all the ones I love, even if they have hurt me. By me being able to stand alone....I.....am....FREE.

Friday, July 8, 2011

A tumbleweed

Blowing in the wind....letting go...realizing so much that has been left behind. A mind of my own. Secrets all untold. Pushed to the max to some extent, yet it only makes me grow. Taking chances that I never knew I had it in me. Becoming the woman that I know I should be. Embracing the future that I know is so bright. Filling my heart with gladness and delight. Having true friends that help me be a better me. My two beautiful angels that God gave me to set my heart free. I have so many struggles daily, yet I can truly say I love my life, because I LOVE myself, and I know that is the first step in becoming who I am. At almost 29 years old, I feel like I'm wise beyond my years. Each day trying to uplift others with their innermost fears. If I happen to fall, or get knocked down, I just rise again, because they say there is no rainbow without the rain, and I've seen my share of rainy days. They don't stop me, nor take my joy away. If you are in my life, then you know this to be true. That not only do I love myself, but I also love you...
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