Alone I Stand

Alone I Stand.
Captured by reality..surrounded by so many, yet alone I stand. In a world, that will turn it's back in an instant, I stand alone, gaining strength and resistance. I come before you as a woman strong, proud, and true. With two babies on my hip, lugging diaper bags, and purses, a laptop, and the latest copy of Cosmo, alone I stand in a room full of millions. I seperate myself, to only keep myself sane. I'm content in my quiet time, where I can reflect on my day. As I lay the babies down to rest, while singing sweet lullabyes...I turn, shut the door, exit the room, to stand alone, and feel every breath, every shutter of pain, but most importantly every sense of JOY I have received from the day. Then, I pray. Praying for forgiveness, and my blessings, and for all the ones I love, even if they have hurt me. By me being able to stand alone....I.....am....FREE.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

The reigns aren't mine anymore.

I haven't written in awhile...the whole purpose for me to have this blog, was for me to write. I always give the excuse that life happens. I need to always take the time to write.









Peace.  Peace within.  Peace upholding me.  Peace wrapping it's arms around me.  What PEACE is this which I can NOT see?  It's Him.  It's Jesus you see. He is who makes me great, it's He who gives me wings to fly, and take chances, and have faith that it will all end up OK. He is the light, the path, and the WAY. My mission is to spread the love and the word of God. Through my voice, through my song, through my word. To any and everyone, especially to non believers. For they are the ones that need to be enlightened by the word of Christ. They need to know that in the times of despair and sorrow, that if you just reach out, if you just call out to Him, if you just believe that there is someone so much Greater, and too perfect for words, that is HERE to help us, to guide us, to shower us with His love, if we will just let go, and let Him be in charge. It's all about letting go, and giving up control to Him. All He wants is what's best for us, and God is always LOVE. Anything right and true. So, nothing He could ever want for us would ever be bad, it's always going to be something we have always needed, and always a step in the right direction, because our path has already been laid out before us. Our path is already set in place. He already knows all. He already knows how it's all going to end. There is no time for worrying, when the plan is already set. Our hardest part is not only letting go of the control, but not worrying. One of the biggest sins we all make, is worrying, about any and everything. All I know is, I have stopped worrying about things so much. I cant change them, so theres no point, in worrying myself to death, when God said He would take care of it for me!!! Amen!


Also, this peace I feel inside, is SO much more than usual. Because I finally learned to let go, a little day by day. Quitting smoking was HUGE for me, and a true testimony of God in itself!!!! I'm defnitely not dong this alone!!!! I give Him full credit!!!!!!! The Lord is good all the time, and all the time the Lord is good!!!!
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