Life can shrink you down to size if you let it. Inch by
inch, day by day. Repetitiveness. Always striving for more. Always trying for something.
Evervesent, ever changing. Multiple layers, scratching the surface one by one.
Are we getting anywhere? Maybe, hard to tell right now. The time comes when we must figure it
out, when we must organize our thoughts, and articulate what it is that yearns
in the deepest part of us. Get it all the way right, before branching out, and
stepping out on faith, once again.
Try as we may, to change, to make a better day for us, and our kin. Lets
begin to begin again, and try a little, or a lot harder each new day. Knowing all
along its up to US, and only us to create a world within ourselves that will
win. That will strive, that WILL try, and WILL make a better life. The BEST
life we can possibly live.
A simple, yet sometimes complex blog about my life, and thoughts on a daily basis. Through the eyes of me. Through the mind of me. Sometimes you just need to get it out...writing is my therapy!
Alone I Stand
Alone I Stand. Captured by reality..surrounded by so many, yet alone I stand. In a world, that will turn it's back in an instant, I stand alone, gaining strength and resistance. I come before you as a woman strong, proud, and true. With two babies on my hip, lugging diaper bags, and purses, a laptop, and the latest copy of Cosmo, alone I stand in a room full of millions. I seperate myself, to only keep myself sane. I'm content in my quiet time, where I can reflect on my day. As I lay the babies down to rest, while singing sweet lullabyes...I turn, shut the door, exit the room, to stand alone, and feel every breath, every shutter of pain, but most importantly every sense of JOY I have received from the day. Then, I pray. Praying for forgiveness, and my blessings, and for all the ones I love, even if they have hurt me. By me being able to stand alone....I.....am....FREE.
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